In this podcast Thomas talks about being young and bisexual in 2012.
Summary
The podcast titled "Thomas - Q12," recorded in Waikato, Aotearoa New Zealand, captures Thomas' experiences and thoughts as a young bisexual person in 2012. The 15-minute recording reveals Thomas' daily life, background, and personal insights.
In the interview, Thomas describes living in Waikato, near the famous caves, which attract tourists predominantly in summer. Working in a kitchen, Thomas fulfills various roles, from preparation to cleaning, and displays a fondness for music, particularly enjoying industrial and heavy metal genres. However, unlike their passion for music, Thomas does not engage much in social activities or movies, citing a preference for more extreme and disturbing genres like the film "Men Behind the Sun."
At 17 years old and with an impending 18th birthday, Thomas identifies as male and expresses being at ease with their gender identity. When discussing their sexuality, Thomas explains that about two years prior, at 16, they realized an attraction to the same sex. This realization came naturally, with Thomas adopting a go-with-the-flow attitude, largely influenced by the bullying experienced throughout their school years, deterring an active social life and romantic pursuits.
Thomas has never been in a romantic relationship, a choice partly due to the detrimental impact of bullying on social skills and confidence. Though not closeted, Thomas refrains from sharing their sexuality unless necessary, and would be honest with their parents if asked directly. Thomas envisions a candid conversation about being bisexual with their family, believing the parents' reaction would be accepting and focused on letting them live life on personal terms.
Aside from discussions on sexuality, Thomas shares an affinity for New Zealand's local wildlife, particularly the kiwi, and reveals an incident of almost losing a thumb to an aggressive possum. Nature and tramping offer Thomas an escape from societal pressures, appreciating peaceful solitude and occasional friendly interactions with other hikers. Preferential spots for tramping are typically remote, with basic amenities like huts.
Although Thomas has disclosed their sexuality to close friends and certain family members, like their brother and an individual they consider a sister, their experience of bullying has significantly shaped their approach to relationships, both social and romantic.
Thomas' perspective on virginity is straightforward, considering any sexual intercourse as the loss of virginity, regardless of the partner's gender. When it comes to spiritual beliefs, Thomas expresses skepticism towards religion and even science, viewing both as attempts to explain the universe, yet acknowledges the moral guidance that religion may offer.
Despite the challenges faced, including extensive bullying that has shaped their world view and interactions, Thomas notes the supportive nature of their mother and a few cherished school friends. Professionally, Thomas' future remains open; while they have a passion for cooking akin to their mother's, they do not enjoy the hectic kitchen environment but could envision owning a cafe and sharing a love for diverse coffee flavors.
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