Logan(September 2012)

In the podcast "Logan - Q12," recorded on September 12, 2012, in Manawatū, New Zealand, Logan discusses personal experiences of growing up as a gay individual in the early 2010s. The conversation covers a variety of subjects ranging from personal interests to sexuality and identity.

Logan reveals working full-time, living with a close friend, and volunteering at a local gay bar. The bar is described as a secure, private space that is necessary for the safety and privacy of its patrons. It's characterized as somewhat underground despite being a two-story building, reflecting the need for a discreet haven for the LGBTQ+ community.

Logan's hobbies include dancing, dressing up, and designing unique elements such as a swing in the garage for entertainment. When asked about gender and sexual identity, Logan identifies as male and gay but is open to the possibility of being bisexual for the right person. Logan's ethnicity is described as white, with cultural ties to both Australia and New Zealand. When it comes to expression, Logan adapts to the crowd, sometimes appearing camp depending on the social context.

The transition to self-acceptance began around the age of 13 when Logan started to question sexuality through exposure to pornography and personal attraction. Coming out was a gradual process beginning as questioning, then identifying as bisexual at 15, and finally identifying as gay at 17. The early years included a period of denial and secrecy, which was especially challenging before widely used social media platforms like Facebook became prevalent.

Logan discusses the complex journey of coming out, including being kicked out of home, which led to counseling sessions and reunification with the family. There was initial resistance and hurtful behavior from the parent, who used derogatory language but eventually came to accept Logan, even supporting their drag queen persona by proudly sharing photos with friends. The transformation from rejection to support showcases the evolution of the parent-child relationship amid changing understandings of Logan's identity.

While discussing past relationships, Logan reflects on the lack of fulfillment due to not being entirely comfortable with themselves, rather than their sexual orientation. These relationships were brief, with the longest lasting about two months. Meeting people in the LGBTQ+ community happens naturally through networks and social connections.

In terms of career, Logan has balanced various interests, including studying chef skills, performing arts, and working full-time. These skills allow for both personal sustenance and creative expression in various settings, including drag performances. Logan’s drag queen name stands out for its originality, avoiding the common sexual innuendos typical in the drag scene.

Unfortunately, Logan shares experiences with homophobic incidents, including a recent frightening attempt by a group of individuals to break into the residence due to Logan's sexuality. The podcast sheds light on the struggle individuals may face even within their own homes simply for being who they are.

The recording captures an in-depth narrative of Logan's experience and offers insight into the life and challenges faced by a young gay individual in New Zealand during the 2010s. Logan's story highlights personal growth, societal pressures, and the importance of support networks for members of the LGBTQ+ community.

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