In this podcast Mary O'Hagan talks about growing up and mental health issues.
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This abstract summarizes a podcast recording featuring an interview with Mary O'Hagan, conducted by Gareth Watkins on October 15, 2010, in Wellington, Aotearoa New Zealand. The discussion captures O'Hagan's experiences concerning gender norms, sexual orientation, and mental health issues during the 1960s.
O'Hagan recounts growing up in the 1960s with an inclination towards activities that strayed from the traditional expectations of little girls at the time. This divergence from the norm, such as preferring to play with guns and engage in outdoor, physical activities, created inner tension during their childhood. This conflict is highlighted in an anecdote about wearing a communion dress while holding a homemade rifle, symbolizing the struggle between societal norms and personal preferences.
During adolescence, O'Hagan grappled with the possibility of being a lesbian and the associated anxieties and misconceptions surrounding homosexuality. Exposure to Freudian theories through a sex education book and societal attitudes reinforced the notion that homosexuality in adulthood was pathological. Personal encounters with lesbians and external observations by their parents echoed this societal discomfort with homosexuality.
As a teenager, O'Hagan dated boys and only at the brink of adulthood did concerns about their sexual orientation intensify, shaped by the negative social attitudes they internalized. However, interaction with a lesbian couple and engagement with political activism in universities during the late '70s and early '80s helped dissolve some of this fear and discomfort.
Concurrently, O'Hagan experienced severe mood swings beginning at age 18, which significantly disrupted their life. Diagnosed with manic depression, their mental health journey was marked by a narrow, pathologizing approach from healthcare professionals who prioritized medication over understanding the experiential content of their symptoms. During this period, the mental health care system favored inpatient hospitalization, and homosexuality was still considered a psychiatric condition amenable to aversion therapy. O'Hagan was skeptical about discussing their sexual orientation with mental health professionals due to the risk of additional stigmatization and remained resilient amidst unfavorable treatment options.
Through personal growth and wider social shifts, such as the Homosexual Law Reform in New Zealand, O'Hagan navigated the complexities of being gay and coping with mental health issues, with an improvement in their condition partly attributed to an antidepressant and the profound impact of their brother's sudden death.
By the time of the interview, conditions in mental health services had presumably improved, with more positive attitudes toward homosexuality and better outcomes for queer individuals. However, O'Hagan reflects on the ongoing challenges and the importance of addressing the unique needs of the LGBTQ+ community within mental health care.
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