Information on Tom McLean

Tom McLean, a Scottish journalist and author, made a significant impact in New Zealand, particularly within the LGBTI community, through his work and personal journey. Born in Greenock, Scotland, McLean worked for several Scottish newspapers before moving to New Zealand in 1973. He lived in Wellington and became known not only for his journalism but also as a tarot card reader at Wakefield market.

McLean's life took a dramatic turn in the mid-1980s when, after a year of feeling unwell, he was diagnosed with HIV, and a year later with AIDS. At a time when the disease was little understood and heavily stigmatized, McLean faced the grim prognosis with a mix of resilience and a determination to make the most of his remaining time. He was told he might have only nine months to live, or possibly up to two years with the help of the then newly available but toxic AZT drug. Choosing to embrace life, he even took up flying, showing a remarkable spirit in the face of adversity.

His most significant contribution to New Zealand's understanding and awareness of HIV/AIDS came through his book "If I Should Die." Published in 1989, it was the first book to give a personal account of living with AIDS in New Zealand. McLean's narrative was not just about his battle with HIV, but also about his fight against the prejudice and bigotry that came with the disease. He highlighted the social challenges faced by people with AIDS, including discrimination in employment, housing, and social services. His work was a poignant reminder of the human side of the AIDS epidemic, at a time when fear and misinformation were rampant.

In an interview with Access Radio, McLean spoke candidly about his experiences living with HIV/AIDS. He expressed surprise at his own resilience and strength in the face of his approaching death. Despite not being Christian, he maintained a religious perspective and shared how his diagnosis had transformed his relationships and outlook on life. He emphasized that he was learning to live with AIDS, not just dying from it, and called for greater understanding and support for those diagnosed with the disease.

McLean was critical of the AIDS-prevention campaigns of the time, noting their limited reach due to their predominantly white and middle-class focus. He urged for more inclusive and impactful campaigns, akin to the anti-smoking campaigns in the UK. His critiques extended to the portrayal and understanding of AIDS in the media and advertising, highlighting the need for greater awareness and sensitivity.

Tom passed away just days after the launch of his book, leaving behind a legacy of courage, advocacy, and enlightenment in the midst of a crisis that was affecting communities worldwide, including in New Zealand.

Further information can be found at:

• ngataonga.org.nz