Emma

The podcast titled "Emma - Beyond Rainbows," recorded in Wellington, New Zealand, explores the intersection of queer identity and mental health, with a particular focus on non-binary experiences. The interview, hosted by Jo Jackson/Grizz, delves into Emma's journey towards self-realization despite societal challenges, especially concerning gender and sexual identity.

Emma identifies as non-binary, which means not identifying strictly as male or female. Growing up in Palmerston North, the interviewee was not exposed to much diversity in gender expressions and thus felt pressured to conform to traditional societal norms. The journey to understanding and embracing a non-binary identity was facilitated by moving to a more culturally diverse and accepting environment in Wellington, where they attended university, and the discovery of online communities, particularly on Tumblr.

Palmerston North is characterized as a fairly insular and non-inclusive community, especially towards queer minorities. Emma shares experiences of homophobic confrontation, including being targeted with slurs and physical aggression when openly expressing their queerness. Such unwelcoming experiences initially pushed Emma towards activism and the desire to create more affirmative representation for queer individuals.

The conversation also touches on the challenges Emma faced when coming out, which was less about self-identification and more about external reactions and acceptance, particularly due to fears of being ostracized or disowned. Despite these fears, upon coming out, Emma did not face rejection from their family.

The impact of representation in media is a significant theme in the interview; Emma emphasizes how positive portrayals of queer individuals could facilitate self-acceptance and reduce the anxiety and trauma associated with coming to terms with one's identity. The discussion mentions television shows like "Skins," "Transparent," and "Orange Is the New Black" as positive examples, though Emma notes how non-binary identities are still underrepresented or portrayed in overly simplistic ways.

As a theater maker, Emma focuses on incorporating non-binary and trans characters in their work, aiming to create media that resonates with queer experiences outside of mainstream narratives. This creative output is positioned as a form of activism, creating spaces for minority expressions and instigating broader social change.

Despite progress, the discussion highlights the persistent need for safer environments for queer youth to thrive, minimizing the survival challenges they often face, which can impede their ability to contribute to media representation. The interviewer and Emma advocate for the creation of resources and support structures to empower queer youth to share their stories in their preferred mediums, be it theater, video games, or digital platforms.

Towards the end of the interview, Emma reflects on their struggles with mental health, clarifying that while their sexuality and non-binary identity play a role in their wellbeing, these should not diminish the validity of their mental health experiences. They also discuss the complexities of navigating non-binary identities within the predominantly binary-oriented gay community.

In a final note to queer youth and reflecting on their own past, Emma encourages embracing one's identity and anticipating the positive relationships and experiences that lie ahead.

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