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Hello. How are you today? Good. That's good. So can you tell me a bit about yourself? Um, I'm 20 blonde. I live on the shore. What are your interests? Animals, music, films, squirrels, squirrels. Cos Yeah. Um, what school did you go to? Uh, where's the Wellington? Wellington? So you're originally from Wellington? [00:00:30] Yeah. OK. You have to tell me the story about this one is a correspondence school. I didn't do well in mainstream, So, um, do they like ship you off to Wellington or something? You know, they ship the work here. Huge labs. They've got offices and liaison teachers here. Me saying ship. You schools me saying ship you off to Wellington. That sounds like a a donkey. A donkey. [00:01:00] OK, so, um, you are 20 right? So what is your gender? I'm a male. Do you identify with that gender? Yes. Um, what is your culture or ethnicity? Why? And do you Are you religious? God, no. God. Well done. Definitely not. Um What is your sexuality? Gay? Most of the time. Most of the time. How [00:01:30] about the other times? A little straight gay so slightly by, but mainly gay. Yeah. OK, so to have some love on the side every now and then. So, um what? When did you realise, um, when my brother's best friend started turning me on? That's the general gist of it. Um hm. Maybe about 13. [00:02:00] 13. So, um, when you realised, did you How did you feel? Dirty wrong. Is it kind of like that feeling that you want to keep a secret from everybody? Yeah. My family is very religious, which is ironic since you're not religious. Yeah, you kind of go that way when it gets shoved at you. So you've got a whole bunch of pets. I see. Yeah, I've got my little boo boo Nala [00:02:30] and lots of fat cats. They're just like you feed me. I'm like hell, get your own food. I'm not going to catch it. That bird, not the bird in the cage. Rather being outside sparrows. Um, the little bitch did that yesterday. Where my skin Just here. Well, you know what cats do They come, they come. They give you a bird. Say, Oh, I love you. Thank [00:03:00] you. Here's a bird. No, I don't bloody give a shit anyway. Um, off topic here. Um So how Did you come out or are you out? I'm out and my shrinks actually outed me Shrinks how? They asked me, and I was straight up with them. And before I had the chance to even get home, they had already rang my parents and told them so I didn't really get the chance, [00:03:30] so that it's kind of obvious anyway. So how about for your friends? Oh, fuck them. You know, they all knew everybody kind of knew it was like, Yeah, well, that's not a surprise. So it was, like, awesome. How about the birds and the cats and stuff like that? Oh, they came later. So did you come out to them now? No, but I've got gay animals. Really? Please tell me. We've got, like, little gay birds [00:04:00] that sleep together, and they're really, really cute. I love birds are just little finches. What is a a little bird smaller than a sparrow? Are those like, little $5 ones that you can get from the $5 ones? My ass. Really? I've got down there. It cost 300 a pair. I'm actually thinking of a different food. Um, yeah. Um [00:04:30] who are these Gay birds. Yeah, definitely gay. So, um, females, the lack of females. All right, So, um, how did you, Um, And in terms of social media, did you come out straight away, or did you hide any of it or anything like that? No, I've always just been myself. I've got a theory. If people don't like it, they can fuck the world. [00:05:00] Yeah, pretty much. I do what I want when I want. I don't make people stop me. So talking about social media, how do you meet other people? Oh, you go out, you go bar hopping, you go clubs the internet after you've blocked out all the dirty old men. So as in, um, bar hopping, Do you go to any specific places? You know, all the ones with the gays hang out. So it does. So what do you [00:05:30] do when you do the, um, gay bar thing? They get drunk. Apart from that? Um, I don't know. Talk to randoms, see if we hit it off. Does that work? Sometimes. Do they generally come up to you? Some people do some some some and, um, do you go? What do you do? You Do you go to their place. Yeah, sometimes. So, um, when it comes to Internet, [00:06:00] what sites do you use? Um, grand. It's on my phone. It's awesome. Anything else? No. Are you sure? Yes. Not manhunt or NZD? Never heard of it. And I got banned from NZD. Why is that Solicitation? 60, what? Life for money. Um, [00:06:30] would you like to elaborate on that? No. The past life. Yeah. It was my other soul. It was my twins. Yeah, exactly. It wasn't me. I blame the birds. Oh, yeah. It's all their fault. The gay birds and the gay cats, lazy cats and the gay birds. And the fact you're next door. Oh, did you say that? I guess I did. So, [00:07:00] um, where was I? Oh, yeah. Um, So when you came out, um, did you ever had a relationship? That was someone that was in the closet. No, no, I knew no gay people before that. Basically. So, um, when you came out, you started socialising a bit more with the gay scene. Yeah, definitely not like a right fag, like [00:07:30] some of those perks. So Oh, dear. You, um So what did you feel like? How did you feel when you were in the closet and you didn't know anybody? Um, normal, I guess because that's all I'd known. Did you feel like you were, like, the only one in this world or something similar to that? Yeah, pretty much. I was, like, no Ever had those thoughts that were like, Oh, I'm not the only one. [00:08:00] There's 5 billion people out there. Oh, God, no. I never thought anything like that. So, um, when you first realised that you had any did you went through a denial stage. What was that? Like that I don't really remember it. It was a long time ago. Many year, many year. Yeah. So I'm going now. So did you. So did you have any, um, support? Um, [00:08:30] no, no, no. Nobody was very supportive of me. How about you? You had your shrink so useless bunch of twats. I wouldn't trust them with anything after that. Opening up to them and talking to them was the last thing I wanted to do. So, um, in a way, that's, um They broke confidentiality out from that pretty much, but yeah, because I was under 16. It was all legal. [00:09:00] So um, you've been in relationships before, right? Yeah. Would you like me to tell? Would you like to tell me some of those experience from those? They were all assholes, and they deserve what they got. Yeah. So what could you tell me? Some of those experiences? Um, me and my first partner. He was the first guy I ever dated, and we hit it off. Um, [00:09:30] we dated for about a year, and then we lived together. So and then we broke up because he was a right prick. Um, good general reasons. Yeah. Good general reasons. He was a my second partner. Fucked off to Liverpool after a few months. I know English people. Something to do with the stupid rugby. I never understood it. So engage me. So, [00:10:00] um, when you first so kind of affected your relationships because you didn't meet any other gay people when you first came out. Because before then you didn't know anybody. Yeah, pretty much. Yeah. So, um, you meet other people through men, you don't meet each other. Other people from manhunt, you meet other people from grind grinder. So, um, does that work well for you? Sometimes Normally, for hookups. Anything [00:10:30] other than hookups? Dirty photos. Ah, again, General reasons. Shit. Um, so just every gay boys dream. Yeah. So there's this thing about virginity that goes around that everybody has a different perspective on it. What is your definition of virginity? Unless it goes in more than [00:11:00] an inch, it doesn't count more than an inch. Is that do you think It's only your sexual thing. Um, yeah, Sex is sexual. I mean, virginity is that only a sexual thing? I think it's stupid. All that pressure that's put on it. I don't understand it. It's just sex. I mean, I have sex all the time. So does the bird. I mean, it it it's natural. [00:11:30] And you hear it for the birds. Well, I would hope not from here, but yeah, but yeah, people just put too much pressure on it. So, um, have you ever experienced any abusive behaviour or abuse because of your sexuality? I got called a faggot one time in town, and I called them cunts, and that was about it. So where [00:12:00] I live, I don't get that. Did you have the brawl on the side streets? No. Um, do you get a lot of abuse on Cairo. No, I'm normally the one abusing the drags, If anything. So you don't like the drags? Oh, God, no. I don't think it's natural, Not natural. So how about, um, taking out the as completely that? Hm? There's nothing natural about 4 ft feather here. So you kind of like a drag ao [00:12:30] kind of thing. Oh, yeah, definitely. It just a car. Oh, no. The bird drop a carrot. Um, So what was it like growing up for you? You growing up? Um, it was good. So, silver spoon up my ass, I guess. Real Ponzi silver spoon up your as I've never heard that saying before. Uh, no. What is the expression, um, brought [00:13:00] up the silver spoon or something? Yeah. I always got everything I wanted, so I'm very spoiled, as you do. Still to this day on certain things. Not everything. Everything. Don't be stupid. Of course I'm spoiled. Spoiled? Yeah. Looking at all the expensive stuff I own. IPhone, TV. Oh, look, this guy, Joe. Holy crap. [00:13:30] So So you've had a good upbringing. I am. Has, um So you're not religious now, But you were once right, kind of I was forced to go to church, and I think that's what pushed me away more than anything. So do you think that, um, that affected your sexuality in any way? I don't think religion [00:14:00] should have anything to do with somebody's sexuality. Do you believe that sexuality is a choice or let's say, um what it is it a choice? Or it's just who we are, who we are. I mean, is it just who we are? If you want to go out and have sex with the chick, do it. If you want to have sex with a guy, do it Either way, there's nothing wrong with it. Fun. Fun? Yeah. I mean, it's just sex, the feelings. [00:14:30] Everybody has them. So, do you have a big sexual history? Um, in comparison to others? No. Would you like to hear that break? Um, no. My sex life is, um, healthy. Hm. That's [00:15:00] good. Saying so do you use protection and everything like that? Oh, God, yes. I would never have unprotected sex. So seeing people that have HIV and the stuff they go through, I got tested a few months ago after unprotected sex and I sat there, And I almost cried waiting for the results. And I was going, Oh, my God. What the heck? He is going to happen. When did you When? Where did you do that? At the at. The doctors. You know, they've got little clinic things at the sexual [00:15:30] health clinic. Yeah, they take blood from your finger. I'm hard enough to him for that. You busted, You talk to Nobody touches my blood. Yeah, so I'm negative. So that's good. Yeah. OK, thank you for the interview. You're welcome. Thank you.
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